Current mood:

crappy

Awful week
I'm having a terrible week. I've been sick and unable to get anything done. I've done bad on the Japanese quizzes that I've taken since I've gotten sick. I have some type of stomach or intestine virus. I've been having chronic...you know what. I've been weak and unable to concetrate. Last night, I tried to study for the Japanese quiz today but my head was pounding and I was incredibly tired. I couldn't concentrate. Hence, when I took the quiz an hour ago, I probably made so many mistakes that I did awful. I'm close to tears. I wish I could go home and study nothing but Japanese. I wish I could turn the time back so I could get an A on that quiz.

Maybe I'm just irresponsible and I'm using being sick as an excuse for my shittiness. Whatever it is, I'm so tempted to skip the rest of today's classes and go home.

I'm fucking sick of college. Maybe if I could only study Japanese, It'd be great. But I have to be bored to death in Intro to Asian Studies and Statistics. Intro to Asian Studies may sound interesting, but it isn't. The readings are the most boring texts I've ever read, and what's worse is that they are long. Yeah, I know that it's college, but...ugh, I can't wait until the four day weekend coming up. And I can't wait until the next Japanese quiz to redeem myself.

I'm tired of being suck a fucking loser.